Sunday, April 26, 2026

Sixteen Paws Eighty Claws


Sixteen Paws Eighty Claws: George, Seamus, Ripple, And Totem


I. GEORGIE GIRL (circa 1967–1980?)

The kid with the transgender dog never really left the fields, even after the fields were gone.


Orchard Park back then — late 1960s, early 1970s — was still half-wild. No fences in the neighborhood. Just open land rolling out behind the houses, creeks cutting through, hayfields that hadn't been subdivided yet into quarter-acre dreams and driveways. A boy, second-generation German-Polish on his father's side, third on his mother's, spent most of his daylight out there, barefoot, grass to the knees, chasing whatever moved.

He was four or five when the dog showed up. His older sister had already claimed the name months earlier: if we ever get a dog, it's George. No vote, no debate. The name was waiting. When their mother came home with the toy collie–German shepherd mix — small, white-and-tan, bright-eyed — the name landed like it had always been hers. George was a girl. Nobody blinked. George was George.

She locked onto the boy like he was the center of her universe. Wherever he ran, she ran. If he slipped out the back door and sprinted across the yard, she would nose the gap or squeeze through whatever opening existed — no fences meant no real barriers — and catch him before he hit the tree line. He tested it on purpose sometimes: slam the screen door, bolt hard, duck behind the garage. Ten minutes later there she was, tongue out, tail whipping, looking at him like the chase had been the best part of her day. She never got lost. She never quit.

But George had another life nobody in the family mapped. Routes she took alone, destinations only she knew. One afternoon in high school biology class — first-floor room, big windows looking out over the campus — the boy glanced up and saw her: George, trotting across the high school lawn with calm purpose. No leash, no human, just a small dog cutting a straight line toward whatever pulled her. She crossed a busy road to get there. Cars slowed. Drivers stared. George didn't flinch. Later he learned she had a spot three streets over — someone slipping her treats, or a garbage can she raided, or both. She had secrets. Loyal to her people, loyal to her hidden paths. Both true at once.

The most vivid memory came during one of those western New York snow-belt storms that bury everything under two or three feet overnight. The creek behind the houses froze into a perfect toboggan run — steep drop, long flat at the bottom, kids from every house hauling sleds down the hill. The boy was there with George, who bounded through the drifts like she was born in them. She loved snow. Begged to go out in blizzards, curled up on the sidewalk, let the flakes pile over her until only a small mound remained. Call her name and her head would pop up, snow flying off her ears, eyes bright, as though she'd been waiting for the cue.

That day the kids played until fingers burned and cheeks stung, then started the slow trek home as the wind kicked up and visibility dropped. Nobody noticed George wasn't with them. The storm thickened. Hours passed. She was gone.

Parker Berg — three years older, same age as the boy's brother Alan — was the one who went back out. Parker was tall, long-legged, strange in the best way: read books nobody else touched, listened to records nobody else had, talked about things nobody else mentioned. He'd already turned the boy on to Pink Floyd at age ten or so, sitting in Parker's room with the lights off while "Echoes" filled the space like fog. Parker walked into the whiteout, found Georgie Girl curled in a snowdrift, half-buried, shivering but alive. She would have frozen if he hadn't gone looking. He carried her home, snow caked on his coat, set her down by the radiator. She shook once, hard, then curled up again like nothing had happened.

Parker shows up in the boy's stories again and again. The strange kid with long legs and deeper thoughts who walked into hell and came back with a dog. He didn't make a big deal of it. He just did it. Years later the boy would understand that was the model: see the need, move toward it, don't wait for permission or applause.

George wasn't panicking when Parker found her. She was doing what she always did: settling in, waiting, certain someone would call her name. Loyal without possession, independent within bond, keeper of unseen paths who always returned. She lived her whole life that way — girl and George at once, public devotion and private routes, disappearing into snow and trusting the world would dig her out.

Georgie Girl was the first. She set the template. Every dog that followed would be measured against her without knowing it.

Saturday, April 25, 2026

GEOMETRIC SHORELINE ©2026 John F Sendelbach


GEOMETRIC SHORELINE   ©2026 John F Sendelbach


Bennis non gratis……Paulis non gratis…Johnis non gratis……


Three promontory flyers on the peninsular brink

Waves of laughter crashing where the water starts to think

Subcontinental Seer cuts the truth down to the ink

Red-tail wingbeat…  …non gratis…


Attic brick slant-roof where the east-wind heaves

For-rent house, shadows breathing under eaves

Jeep ride evening Paulis sings a Sparkle true

Non gratis knew the dreams we chased right through


Grad house busted mansion coffee black and strong

Feral shadows stretching where we don't belong

Windows full of questions nobody dared to ask

Brothers drinking twilight from the shining flask


Geometric shoreline, high moon wind leans in

Geometric shoreline, high moon wind leans in

high moon wind leans innnnnnn...

high moon wind leans innnnnnn...

promontory flyers high moon wind leans in

Subcontinental Seer smiles and sees us through


Peninsula laughing — newt and salamander stay

Brothers where the teaspoon rivers sullenly sway

Peninsula laughing, water drags us to the brink

Pondside shadows syncing where the world begins to sink


Water turning language into liquid moving light

Every wave a sentence bearing left and leaning right

Circle drifting outwardly while nothing's holding tight

Everything seems funny when the harmonies delight


Paulis out of nowhere in his rigor mortis haberdashery

nonsensically spouts a silly seer saying —

and we hit the floor laughing....we fell apart

we hit the floor laughing....we fell apart

..we fell apart, ...we fell apart, ...we fell apart

...we fell apart, ...we fell apart, ...we fell apart


Geometric shoreline, high moon wind leans in

Geometric shoreline, high moon wind leans in

high moon wind leans innnnnnn......

high moon wind leans innnnnnn......

promontory flyers high moon wind leans in

Subcontinental Seer smiles and sees us through


Backroom voices echo, newt-eggs burst and talk

Salamander tail-road slithers spiral hawk

Wet clothes woodstove denim steaming levi's blue

Subcontinental Seer smiles and sees us through


Geometric shoreline, high moon wind leans in

Geometric shoreline, high moon wind leans in

high moon wind leans innnnnnn......

high moon wind leans innnnnnn......

promontory flyers high moon wind leans in

Subcontinental Seer smiles and sees us through


high moon wind leans in

high moon wind leans in

 ...we fell apart, we fell apart, we fell apart......

 ...we fell apart, we fell apart, we fell apart......

 ...we fell apart, we fell apart, we fell apart......

 ...we fell apart, we fell apart, we fell apart......

 high moon wind leans in...we fell apart, we fell apart......

 high moon wind leans in...we fell apart, we fell apart......

 high moon wind leans in...we fell apart, we fell apart......

Geometric shoreline, high moon wind leans in

Geometric shoreline, high moon wind leans in

new POORBOY ©2026 John F Sendelbach

new POORBOY ©2026 John F Sendelbach

I quit my dayjob, to see what i’d find Seemed like two steps forward, left me three steps behind The stones that once fed me, were draggin me down My body my spirit, like holes in the ground Rather fail completely, than to partly succeed So i looked deep within me, and i planted a seed You say it’s a longshot, might never be done You’ll soon be starving, and under the gun With a hammer and tongs found where i belong Lookin through my heredity With a craftsman’s blood and an artist’s soul I discovered just what i could be That’s a poorboy I’ve seen lots of people, living lies all their own They making believing, cutting straight to the bone The bliss that they’re missing, could be followed with heart I’d suggest that they listen, and make a new start It sure ain’t too easy, when you throw it away The world you’d be missing, could be open today So i’d ask you to tell me, just what you’re gonna do That’s a question that’s answered, by you only you With a hammer and tongs found where i belong Lookin through my heredity With a craftsman’s blood and an artist’s soul I discovered just what i could be That’s a poorboy What matters in this world, is that we all get along Humanly celebration, and the singing of song When life gets too crazy, seems so far from the good Got to come together, like i know that we could So this is my story, take it as you may Got to find your own gusto, take it now and run When you get to the outside, you’ll be under the sun Under the sun... under the sun... Under the sun... under the sun... Under the sun... under the sun... poorboy....under the sun...... poorboy....under the sun...... poorboy....under the sun...... poorboy....under the sun...... That’s a poorboy That’s a poorboy That’s a poorboy That’s a poorboy That’s a poorboy That’s a poorboy That’s a poorboy [instrumental] that's a poorboy!


©2026 John F Sendelbach

Wednesday, April 22, 2026

GOAT BOAT ©2026 John F. Sendelbach

GOAT BOAT ©2026 John F. Sendelbach

[Intro ...a cappella – stacked, playful] I found the bridge… I found the bridge… There’s a goat in the hedge, yeah there’s a goat on the bridge… Don’t rock the boat… don’t mock the goat… [Verse 1] Just let it go, move on, leave it in the past Water under bridge, yeah, it’s movin’ way too fast Don’t look back, don’t you dare take a peek That’s how you get branded a narrative freak Give it time, give it space, keep your timing polite The weatherman says that the timing ain’t right We’ll revisit it later, better sleep on it instead While the memory hole is open and it’s gotta be fed [Chorus] Let it flow, water under the bridge Let it go, keep it buried in the hedge Don’t rock the boat, keep your mouth real tight Don’t mock the goat, stay outta sight Be the bigger person, yeah, forget and forgive Gotta dump the data if you really wanna live Don’t be so negative, you’re only hurting you The system’s got a vibe—you’re messin’ with the view Choose peace, choose silence, keep your record clean While the boys in the basement wipe down the scene You’re obsessive, you’re stuck, you’re losin’ the loop Just a scratchin’ little record in institutional soup They’ll nod when you’re talkin’, say they hear what you said Then file you away with the already-dead Context gets stripped, story cut to the bone Truth walks in loud—walks back out alone [Chorus] Let it flow, water under the bridge Let it go, keep it buried in the hedge Don’t rock the boat, keep your mouth real tight Don’t mock the goat, stay outta sight [Instrumental Break Guitar solo] [Bridge] They say you need closure—you’re the problem now Sky’s turnin’ black but they won’t say how How many nights we gotta sleep in the hedge? Boat’s takin’ water—there’s a goat on the bridge Don’t rock it… don’t rock it… Don’t mock it… don’t mock it… keep it quiet… keep it hid… [Chorus] Let it flow, water under the bridge Let it go, keep it buried in the hedge Don’t rock the boat, keep your mouth real tight Don’t mock the goat, stay outta sight Be the bigger person—yeah, that’s what they say While the current pulls the evidence away Smile for the room, keep the whole thing afloat Long as nobody listens to the goat [Outro] Don’t rock the boat — don’t rock it Don’t mock the goat — don’t mock it Don’t rock the boat — keep it quiet Don’t mock the goat — bury it Don’t rock the boat… don’t mock the goat… Don’t rock the boat… don’t mock the goat…


©2026 John F Sendelbach

Sunday, April 19, 2026

POORBOY all lyrics ©2002 John F. Sendelbach


POORBOY all lyrics ©2002 John F. Sendelbach I quit my dayjob, to see what i’d find Seemed like two steps forward, left me three steps behind The stones that once fed me, were draggin me down My body my spirit, like holes in the ground Rather fail completely, than to partly succeed So i looked deep within me, and i planted a seed You say it’s a longshot, might never be done You’ll soon be starving, and under the gun [Chorus] With a hammer and tongs found where i belong Lookin through my heredity With a craftsman’s blood and an artist’s soul I discovered just what i could be That’s a poorboy [Instrumental Break] I’ve seen lots of people, living lies all their own They making believing, cutting straight to the bone The bliss that they’re missing, could be followed with heart I’d suggest that they listen, and make a new start It sure ain’t too easy, when you throw it away The world you’d be missing, could be open today So i’d ask you to tell me, just what you’re gonna do That’s a question that’s answered, by you only you [Chorus] With a hammer and tongs found where i belong Lookin through my heredity With a craftsman’s blood and an artist’s soul I discovered just what i could be That’s a poorboy [Bridge] What matters in this world, is that we all get along Humanly celebration, and the singing of song When life gets too crazy, seems so far from the good Got to come together, like i know that we could [Outro] So this is my story, take it as you may Got to find your own gusto, take it now and run When you get to the outside, you’ll be under the sun Under the sun... under the sun... With a hammer and tongs found where i belong I'll be under the sun...Under the sun... under the sun... With a hammer and tongs I'll be under the sun With a hammer and tongs I'll be under the sun With a hammer and tongs I'll be under the sun under the sun under the sun etc...... all lyrics ©2026 John F. Sendelbach





Thursday, April 9, 2026

Outlier’s Anthem (False Pariah) all lyrics ©2026 John F Sendelbach

all lyrics ©2026 John F. Sendelbach



Outsider, outlier, on fire standing on the edge

Outcast in the village where the insiders hedge

They cash the free-money checks while the cleaver swings mean

Call the truth a disruption, paint the mirror as clean  


[pre-chorus]

I never asked for silence when the moment turned loud

Just carried iron and flowers through the same old crowd

But the river keeps secrets where the phone still lies deep

And the bench I forged stands while the garden holes weep  


[Chorus]

I’m the outlier, the outsider, singing what I see

They false pariah’d the blacksmith for refusing to kneel

Maverick in the margins, renegade in the fight

Telling stone-cold truth under small-town spotlight

Outlier… outsider… they can’t bury the light  


[Verse 2]

Lone wolf on the iron bridge, wild card in the mill

Eccentric with the hammer, they branded me for ill

Black sheep in the cultural council’s velvet game

While the vampires sip grants and rewrite my name  


They baited with a frog mask, laughed while flipping signs

Threw the only witness in the Deerfield’s cold spine

Then swore they were terrified, hands in pockets so pure

But the archive stays granite and the footage stays sure


I’m the outlier, the outsider, singing what I see

They false pariah’d the blacksmith for refusing to kneel

Maverick in the margins, renegade in the fight

Telling stone-cold truth under small-town spotlight

Outlier… outsider… they can’t bury the light  


[Bridge – half-spoken, building]

Anomaly, aberration, odd one out in the square

Fish out of water breathing truth in the air

Heretic for the record, dissenter with the proof

They weaponized the silence, I weaponized the truth

No square peg fits their round hole when the iron runs hot

The trailblazer’s lonely till the whole damn town forgot…  


Yeah, I’m the outlier, the outsider, voice that won’t fade

False pariah in the papers, but the river won’t trade

Iconoclast with the bellows, free spirit unchained

They can throw the phone deeper, but the story’s engrained

Outlier… outsider… still forging through the pain

Outlier… on fire… the truth cuts like flame  


Outsider… outsider… false pariah

Outsider… outsider… false pariah

Outsider calling, outlier standing tall

False pariah falling, but the hammer never falls

on fire… outlier… false pariah

Outsider… on fire… false pariah

they’re all liars, they’re all liars, they’re all liars


They weaponized the silence, I weaponized the truth

They weaponized the silence, I weaponized the truth

They weaponized the silence, I weaponized the truth


all lyrics ©2026 John F Sendelbach